phase 1 of final one

all these years ....

2012-02-03T04:54:00.000-08:00

I just read the first one , i wrote after a gap of 5 years and now when i try to put the mind to the paper . Or in this case , mind to the keys i really do not know if i can coin a sentence at alll.....

Let me give it a shot, it has been five years since mind has sparked again , in the last five years seen a lot been though equally a lot and makes me feel i need to spend more time writing and putting the mind to use....

I look at the ways and go back years precisely to school and the grad day at school, when teacher at school quoted these famous works '

The woods are lovely, dark and deep, but I have promises to keep, and miles to go before I sleep '

Robert Frost . been there out in the woods for the last 10 years they have been dark and deep but i need to go ......

All long the way looked up and was happy to know that i have been able to make it out in this world and good to know that there have been friend's and family all along the way to support and guide.......

As i go forward it is time decide and make a firmer step each time i walk that i do not cross step with the paths i took before but course a new path and check for roads that are out there yet to be found ......

Fear un limited

2007-06-13T22:59:00.000-07:00

Fear, has been stalking me for the last couple days , the mind
has been stuck in an infinite fear loop , a situation when, normal rational thinking stops..
Trust me , free and rational thinking had , stopped, all thoughts ,irrational and seemingly with one conclusion that it cannot be done irrespective of how simple it was ...

the mind always , some how or another always complicated things , this has been the crazy part the rational thinking had stopped .....

finally after , much of this torment , time has arrived to realize fear not for none is so big or impossible that can't be achieved ..

It is all abut the fear ,and freeing one self from that fear
,u free of fear , nothing is impossible and then feel no fear ,,,

That is enough of fear , to the present , hey finally was able to load music on to the, phone
but ,all the pic's and video's that were there got deleted .......

At this points , reminds me during the aerosmith show , did take some video's.
Which in this song transfer event got deleted . Do remember guitar claiming it to be cliche take pics during the show., (what that means will have to ask him ).any ways the vedios are history

The video's getting erased clear indication that shit happens ,, and happens pretty often.

what else that is all

that is it till next wacky mind twisting topic.

Phase to face the face

2007-03-08T08:41:00.000-08:00

As always , it is all in the name , and this one seems to be my favorite , hell i still am not able to figure out whether , "face" is as in face the reality , or "face " as in damm that's a face ,one never forgets,
So let time decide and history judge the role the "face" , will play.....
It has always , been about facing the music, head on and trust me, the sound of music is at its very best. whether the music is the best or the fact that u just do not know the music.........
The music and, all the types we love and all the other's ,we love to not love, the best music is the one faced , head on with no way to escape or retreat , the one we so loved to hear , one that we heard for the last time , yet that it will not be last , sure more will come and better than the last one..........
Now the face , it has always been something which could never be denied as what always , remains stained in the brain , for the brain can always remember the face, and yet not remember as to why ,the face has remained on for all the time , no escape is ever possible , faces can make one happy or the other way round hit the height's of despair....
Phase to face the face , will be a stage of recognition , create an identity that will always be remembered as the phase which tried to change the face ,"tried " but not successful for the music faced was too harsh and loud and could not clear the face .................
So the time has come to phase out to the next phase .....................
and let the phase be one that reached so close ,yet so far away

phase 1

2007-02-18T08:21:00.000-08:00

The best is always in the rest ,,, does that make any sense . No it does not make ,so it sound's a perfectly good way to start .
So let beginning be from the last ,last was the "CAN " and the worm's .The worm's are out the race has begun , and let the best win ...Okay here what winning mean , I really do not know. What winning will mean no big guess who shall be crowned the, real winner....
You guessed it, not the one comes first, but the one who comes last, for in coming last the proof has been laid, that u don't win by coming first,u don't win by seeing of ur competition off...
U win by ,seeing all ur competition cross the line and still not loose the heart ,the gut instinct to still wriggle up to the the line, knowing very well that , no one will be waiting for u there "except"
the joy and satisfaction of completion which is "Victory at her best"..
Phase one will be all about, the big race ????
The big race, what big race? I do not have the answer .. all i have are clues..
Clues which are small , unknown and obscure to all who look,,,
But look away from where u look , but do look ...
For no one knows what the eye's have failed to see...
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Time for the end ,but the end will lead to a new beginning......